Thank God (literally), beacuse living in a Christain dominated country ( or so i think), leads to me having almost all Christain related holidays!!!! =DDD Which in turn led to having Fri and Mon off this weekend. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had to attend my aunt godson's b-day yesterday, or if you prefer, my aunt's close friend's son's b-day yesterday, which only served to cement my current thoughts on children. The son, Jonathan, aged 5, is as well behaved as a bull with a pin in it's butt, which is NOT at all. The little mongrel whines and bawls when he doesn't get his way, especially in the arena of competition known as games.
When his mom cracked open the pinata, he bawled his eyes out and complained that he wasn't the one to break it. He, sorry, IT, likes jumping around like a donkey on crack. It disgusts me to see other people tumbling and scrambling to fufil that brat's complaints. I think I have never saw a more loathing sight in my life. I have other things to say about this more humanised version of Gollum, but have decided that it was not worth the effort writing about such an organism.

Speaking of which, it reminds me of the pinata the kids were smacking about yesterday. After seeing them play, I realized that I have NO CHILDHOOD. Kudos to those who already guessed it. I never done that type of things when I was young, so I wholly blame my parents for leaving me this way. Anyway, if I had to play with such a mutt like that, I just might puke.

Today, Sunday. I attempted to run around the carpark to try and regain my stamina. Then I started getting this cold, numb feeling in my chest and throat area, like something being pressed onto it. Figures it's the cold air that made me felt like I was having cardiac arrest. == Guess I have to wait until summer before I try again.

Stop it. Stop treating me like a 5 year old. Stop surpressing me. Stop haranguing me.

You call this 'getting out of hand'? You call this ' growing wild'? You haven't seen anything yet. This is resonable, yet you act as if I was commiting a fucking crime. Is it wrong to go out with new people? Is it wrong to try and improve my social life?

Everytime you blame me and make me feel I am inadequate, I tolerate it. Dig my nails into my flesh. It leaves scars, but I don't care. It's a form of tolerance.

You call this ' going out of control'? I'll take what you say. I'll store it, as I already have. It's not good for me, I know. But who cares? One day, it'll blow up in your damned face, covering you with lava and hate.

What's up with doctors??? I went for a med check up on Sunday and had to take a blood test, height and weight( no, i'm NOT TELLING~~~~ =P) among other things. For the blood test, the attendant did a pretty shoddy job. After she pricked my arm, the incision still left a nasty blotch on the inside of my arm. That's besides drawing 4 vials of blood from me. I don't dig the experience, since she was drawing blood as if I was a cow or something. What's even worse is that she tried to draw Teri's blood, but didn't notice that she was palid. As in, skin= lip colour pale. She tried for about 2 times ( meaning 2 pokes on her arm) before my dad notified the doctor and he stopped her. Quite a good thing, if not I'm certain she would have fainted.

Haha, the youngest one was all bravado when it came to her jab, then she went to cry into my dad's embrace. So much for the 6 year old's omninescence. =X

My mom weent for an ECG, the electrical device that measures your heart rate..... she says it doesn't hurt, but I don't believe her. I'm not looking forward to one anytime of my life. I mean, being shocked has to hurt on some level, being mentally, physically or maybe even spiritually.....
Ok, when she took it, I was remembering Homer Simpson's own self shocking experience.



I went to attend some digital studio thing at Toronto reference library. It's in Yonge, which is downtown... so had to catch a bus and the sub. Not bad, since the instructor was pretty quirky( he hates floppies and the fact that his Mac had recently died) and fun, but learned things pretty slowly.


Someone please save me. Sister no 3 and 4 have gone on an Avril Lavigne/ Simple Plan spree. I knew putting the songs on my laptop 342628746 years ago was a bad idea. A very bad idea. SAVE MMIIEEEE~~~~~

It's been pretty boring and stuff. I'll try to make this seem interesting. Try being the main word.

1) I didn't realize how sharp my nails apparantly were. Last Fri/Thur/Wed, not sure when, I accidentally scratched my friend's chin while mock strangling her after a game for attempted deceit. Then the others saw that I scratched her, and it was BLEEDING. O.o Anyway, it has beens aid that it looks like a perfect imprint of my nail than a scratch. New discovery no1.

2) I GOT PHOTOSHOP. =D Now I have to practice..which is a pain.==

3) New experience.The school gives gum on 'dubble bubble' day, where we bubble(ie, shade) our course choices for next year on a sheet. The gum sucked though......

4) The internet still sucks....no improvement here...... =(

5) WHO THE HELL GAVE MY PHYSICS *cough*teacher*cough* A TEACHING CERTIFICATE?!?!?!?! Bloody troglodytes.... Seriously. He.cannot.teach. Just like Ms Soh.

6) The music is from some game. I'M NOT GOING WEIRD YOU *%#$%@%#. =X

7)Hoping to get a job. Then I can have my own money in which to do more things to infuriate my parents. =DDDDD

8) Daylight saving time? Since it is going into spring.... weird. Then again, Sg was 24/7, 365 days of minimum 20 degrees.



That's all. Boring eh?